Monday, November 29, 2010

The Mountains

They stand
guardians of past
like trees
their roots grasp

Sometimes they sway
but not in the breeze
for that is nothing
to them

But they sway
to a beat, a rythme
their heart
our earth

And as they watch
swaying like trees
with beating hearts
and sharpened brow

They share stories
like men around a fire
they whisper
they groan

They discuss the fires
of old
of distant lands
of past days

These whispers
breath around the earth
always there
always speaking

Like the men
telling fireside stories
can be heard
in all chests

Like the whisper
of new lands
breaths life into
weak

Like the challenge
to win
to conquer
to live

That is their call
These ancient keepers
of dirt
of rock

That is their wild whisper
Their sharp sigh
Their bitter echo
Their uneven breath

That is the cry
That will drag men
out of their comfort
and into their home

A Hand

Take my hand
You hurt and pained
Take my hand
You weak at heart
Take my hand
Oh lonely man
Take it.
Can you not see.
For as you always have
Blindly.
You sit still
Against the wall
You mutter to yourself
You stare at the floor
You imagine
That you’re happy.
But once you take hold
Of my hand
You will see
What you have always missed.
You say no
You say you have what you want.
And I sigh.
And you return.
To weep in your satisfaction.

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Sometimes.

Sometimes I catch you laughing
and I didn't hear the joke
But'll laugh with you.

Cause if by laughing we grow
Closer than we once were before
Then I'll be laughing

And when I catch you breathing
I can't stop looking cause I'de kiss you
If you'd let me

And when you write me I imagine
your hands were shaking so I held them
And then we smiled

And as you smile I stop
To I forget that I'm still hurting
because I'm with you

And being with you
Is all I can think of

Cause now its all that matters.

Trains

Oh the trains always seem to be traveling east
But my souls telling me thats not me in the least
And the paths always head where I don't wanna be
Never to the lands my eyes have wanted to see

So take me home
I'm tired of being where I don't belong
Take this soul
For fear of the light has kept me here too long

Oh my prayer is long and my sighing deep
Can you awaken my soul to a place we can meet
I fear I'll be stuck in the damp and the cold
And the life that I want won't be mine till I'm old

Forgetting.


How can I forget
The whisper of many wings
Beating quick this lonely chest
In silence and in hope.

How can I forget
A breaking dawn through windows
That though nearly breathless
Were stolen of their breath

How can I forget
The quaking skin I wear
Being calmed by purest warmth
When your eyes take hold of mine

How can I forget you
When your smile
And your laugh
Can heal the hurt of days

So I never will forget you
For forgetting is as much a sin
As seeing the beauties of heaven
And being satisfied to never return

Crying voices.


Funny how voices are just passing birds
Fading off into my mind
Cause when I look around your all I’ve heard
You and God intertwined

Then they pass and ‘light on the moon
While I’m laying here on my back
How many times have I wished for it soon
Not to fade into the black

Cause endings begin the unforgotten
They start anew what’s been gone
But the blackest night can’t stay pardoned
When I weep alone for my sin.
For my sin.

Liars.


Oh my dear and lowly reader
From the grasping clawing mirror
How I weep? How I weep?
For the body I can’t keep
Oh I cry, Oh I cry
For the flesh that’s never mine
And I tear at the skin
In a din, In a din
For the fear of the dark
Keeps awake my hark
So I hark, How I hark
For a flesh that so dark
Keeps in it a heart
Oh the heart How the heart
With the bloodless hopeless mark
Of a fearful generation
With the gloomy innovation
Of a dim and lowly standard
So far-fetched and pandered
To the desires of a few
And is now the hope of many.

How they lie.